In the loving memory of Jonathon Bell

Some may know him as his MLP OC Cobalt Shine
Or Josaku the hedgehog
Or Darkin the hedgehog
Or as my ex boyfriend from 2013

I remember we met on Facebook and we role played everyday and got together. Unfortunately his sisters always tried to separate us and he always sort of broke my heart many times and had drama. About a year later, we started talking again and became just as friends while I was dating Zack. So, when I was 13-14 I had a rough year in 8th grade. I was suicidal. Extremely suicidal. I had no one to talk to and I was always in a lot of pain and stress. I couldn't handle it. But Jon.. He was there for me.. He actually saved me from suicide and that huge meltdown.. Ever since that, we've been really really good friends. Let me tell you guys something about Jon. He's been battling with CF since birth (Cystic Fibrosis) and.. He did a really good job battling it.. He always kept everything so positive.. He never hated anyone.. No grudges.. No anger.. Just.. Peace and love. He was so so loving..

So.. On Janurary 25, 11:20 PM I messaged him.. Cause it's just been so so long that I haven't spoken to him until this year. We talked about on how we were doing and all that stuff.. He told me he did indeed leave DA with unknown reasons and he still wanted to practice his drawing skills.. He was also learning various languages such as French, German and Japanese. He was so smart and I couldn't have been prouder. He was also fighting depression so the drawings just kept him going. I remember also talking to him about his condition and it made me so upset when he said "people die form CF at age 15-18" and since he was 20.. It made me upset yet happy he passed 18.. He said exactly "it can be terrible at times, but thankfully there are adult CF specialist now, so I am being taken well cared for".. Heh.. He was always to charming and cute.. He was actually flirting with me for a bit and I just thought it was cute.. I thanked him for saving my life and was so happy that I met him... But.. That was the only day I spoke to him.. Jan 25..

Approximately 2:45 p.m Jonathon lost his life-long battle to Cystic Fibrosis.. When I read those words on his mothers Facebook.. I fucking flipped out. I was crying to my room cause I couldn't believe it. I refused to believe that he was gone cause we JUST STARTED TO TALK AGAIN THIS YEAR.. and knowing someone who's been there for you online, that's gone.. Really messes you up.. I'll never text him, I'll never hear his voice again and I'll never see his positive posts again... But.. He is. He lost his battle. His heart was pure gold and he was loved by so many.. I miss him so much.. I cry everyday because I didn't prepare myself... I miss him..
So please... If anyone remembered him please go to cobaltshine-x.deviantart.com and just write rest in peace for me.. I also think he would've love that... I'm also trying hard to put him in the Deviant Cemetery soon.. Thank you guys so much.. It's just very hard for me at the moment.. Thank you.

R.I.P Jonathon Reed Bell. 1996-2016 he would've been 20 this year in December.