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Hello my friends and watchers!

So I haven't been here since the first day of Summer. Mainly because I was taking a break and struggling with real life stuff.

I had a job as a camp counselor at a day camp and made $2,000 plus tips. On August I turned 18 and got my nipples pierced. I also wasnt still over Jonathons death and it chokes me. I lost my best friend and for the first time ever, I actually prayed for him and got a lucky charm necklace of a hindu elephant and I use it for luck and to kind of have him with me on all times. I kept having emotional issues that I am currently fighting right now and its very difficult. Buuuuut! I've been handling my depression episodes pretty well lately. I havent been drawing for 4 months and I am starting to practice drawing humans/cartoons. I've also let go of someone who I always held dear to my soul for my own sake. I got accepted in Gloria Francis Beauty School and I am studying Ethetics, I will have a beauty license in makeup and skin care soon as a side job and career. I am currently job hunting to pay for my monthly school loan. I am still fighting to be an animator or tattoo artist. I cannot draw digital for a while cause I have fake nails on and its veeery hard to draw with em haha. I have been eating right and losing weight lately and it feels amazing. I started to feel more confident and started to let my face go natural most of the time! 

<3 Have a nice night yall
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  • Watching: Bob's Burgers, Steven Universe
  • Playing: Undertale
  • Eating: Hispanic Foods
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Thank you guys so so much for the birthday wishes I love and appriciate every single one thank you soooo much!! I've been busy latley so I'm sorry!! <333

Lots of love~!!!!
Indian vibe .:Flat Color:.
Haven't been drawing so I made this for ya'll while I go think of other thinks to draw. As you all know I lost someone very close to me and thank you for the support and your respects to him. I also having been working my ass off and doing college stuff so yeah. Enjoy my flat color drawing!
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In the loving memory of Jonathon Bell
Some may know him as his MLP OC Cobalt Shine
Or Josaku the hedgehog
Or Darkin the hedgehog
Or as my ex boyfriend from 2013

I remember we met on Facebook and we role played everyday and got together. Unfortunately his sisters always tried to separate us and he always sort of broke my heart many times and had drama. About a year later, we started talking again and became just as friends while I was dating Zack. So, when I was 13-14 I had a rough year in 8th grade. I was suicidal. Extremely suicidal. I had no one to talk to and I was always in a lot of pain and stress. I couldn't handle it. But Jon.. He was there for me.. He actually saved me from suicide and that huge meltdown.. Ever since that, we've been really really good friends. Let me tell you guys something about Jon. He's been battling with CF since birth (Cystic Fibrosis) and.. He did a really good job battling it.. He always kept everything so positive.. He never hated anyone.. No grudges.. No anger.. Just.. Peace and love. He was so so loving..

So.. On Janurary 25, 11:20 PM I messaged him.. Cause it's just been so so long that I haven't spoken to him until this year. We talked about on how we were doing and all that stuff.. He told me he did indeed leave DA with unknown reasons and he still wanted to practice his drawing skills.. He was also learning various languages such as French, German and Japanese. He was so smart and I couldn't have been prouder. He was also fighting depression so the drawings just kept him going. I remember also talking to him about his condition and it made me so upset when he said "people die form CF at age 15-18" and since he was 20.. It made me upset yet happy he passed 18.. He said exactly "it can be terrible at times, but thankfully there are adult CF specialist now, so I am being taken well cared for".. Heh.. He was always to charming and cute.. He was actually flirting with me for a bit and I just thought it was cute.. I thanked him for saving my life and was so happy that I met him... But.. That was the only day I spoke to him.. Jan 25..

Approximately 2:45 p.m Jonathon lost his life-long battle to Cystic Fibrosis.. When I read those words on his mothers Facebook.. I fucking flipped out. I was crying to my room cause I couldn't believe it. I refused to believe that he was gone cause we JUST STARTED TO TALK AGAIN THIS YEAR.. and knowing someone who's been there for you online, that's gone.. Really messes you up.. I'll never text him, I'll never hear his voice again and I'll never see his positive posts again... But.. He is. He lost his battle. His heart was pure gold and he was loved by so many.. I miss him so much.. I cry everyday because I didn't prepare myself... I miss him..
So please... If anyone remembered him please go to cobaltshine-x.deviantart.com :iconcobaltshine-x: and just write rest in peace for me.. I also think he would've love that... I'm also trying hard to put him in the Deviant Cemetery soon.. Thank you guys so much.. It's just very hard for me at the moment.. Thank you.

R.I.P Jonathon Reed Bell. 1996-2016 he would've been 20 this year in December.
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  • Reading: Habibi- Chris Thompson
  • Watching: Bob's Burgers, Steven Universe
  • Playing: Undertale
  • Eating: Hispanic Foods
  • Drinking: Coffee
I just started to make one for extra cash $$ to save up to pay for my college, so I thought to make adult art there and all. Furry and Fan Art stuff. But can someone who knows how it works help me out? Message me on Skype!!! Helenthehedgefox1
and also DON'T FORGET TO COMMISSION ME!!! COMMISSION SHEET IS ON MY PAGE!!! THANKS!!

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lenny2055 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2016
Thank you for the lma
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TheAngelofDeathKAU Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Hi there
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CyberBeastWarrior Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
happy B-day! c::cake:
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Helen-RubiTH Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  Student Digital Artist
thanks!!!
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np c:
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KikiLynnMartin Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016
Happy birthday 🎂 hope you have a great day 😆
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Helen-RubiTH Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  Student Digital Artist
thank you!!
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KikiLynnMartin Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016
Your very welcome 😊
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mhedgehog21 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016
Happy Birthday!!!! :la: :party: :cake: :boogie:
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PBJArts Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday Helen! :D
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CottonCatTailToony Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Have your cake and eat it too Happy Birthday!!!Have your cake and eat it too 
Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D Patrick (Cake) [V1] Blower fella (Party) :happy birthday: happy DA B-day :3 birthday cake Free Avatar - CupTardCake :cakerun: Birthday Cake (3) Surprise! Pink bouncing cake Heart Love Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-03 (Squee) [V1] Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-08 (Heart Angel) [V1] :love: 
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Helen-RubiTH Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Best. Birthday. Comment. Ever. Thank you so so much
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sonicnextgen24 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday
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Happy birthday 
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Kmanx128 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
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TheAmazingGMan Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Happy Birthday ^^
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Happy Birthday! :D
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BryanTheBomb Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday, Sis. :D
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blackwhitegirlcat1 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! ! ! !

Make it a amazing great day of it!!!~~
:happybounce: :hug: :airborne: :cake: :party:      

(I know we dont talk much  im really shy person I caint help I love talking to people but I always remember when someone birthday  is!♡)
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Helen-RubiTH Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Student Digital Artist
<3 thankies!!!
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Happy BirthdaySuper Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D Free Birthday Icon Cupcake GIF Icon - Five Nights at Freddy's 
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Galaxy-Zone Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! ^^ Have your cake and eat it too Birthday cake  icon 
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Helen-RubiTH Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Student Digital Artist
BESSSSTTTT COMMENT I LOVE IT THANKIES
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Feliz Cumpleanos
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